January 2011
i don’t know why i can smell the scent of dyeing my hair auburn in high school, but it stinks.
things to steer clear of when giving sound advice
-abruptly alluding to yourself with stretched comparisons of your own experience -treating the situation as something that needs to be corrected -using forceful suggestions -instructing someone how to be like you
and, in the form of advice, i’m paradoxically treating shitty communication skills as something that needs to be corrected.
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i often feel like a potato-turd-looking sea cow
speaking from blind hypersensitivity and brazen eating habits.
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i think the term borderline personality disorder is a way to manipulate the understanding behind being an empathic person. i also think i should tell my parents more about my depression while i was in school in a way that doesn’t invalidate all that they’ve provided for me. i have a feeling that my new lifestyle is causing them to fear who i am. my dad thinks i’m ungrateful...
Reblog if you want "have you ever..." questions in...
goodnight
mazzyj, elliott, cargohoo, and anyone who found the horoscopes helpful.
@ mazzyj
damn you look happy. and is that the song i just posted? haha
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calebbbbb:
OMG THIS SONG.
So. Much. Dancing.
...
Pisces: Hierophant
This year you will journey through the world of your beliefs. As you explore the various landscapes searching for new meaning, you will encounter a moral quandary. Don’t look at things as this OR that, but as this AND that. What once seemed irrelevant becomes crucial to understanding yourself. It’s important to acknowledge that your justifications are excuses. Rather than getting...
Aquarius: Empress
Your creative impulse will animate this year. Tempting as it is to do so, you’ll scatter your energy if you expand into too many directions. Be mindful to prioritize which projects you nurture. Your energy of confidence will bring about opportunities for new professional and personal enterprises. Notice the cycle of development, blossom, and decay. Be careful not to attach yourself to any...
Sagittarius: Fool
The adventure of this year guarantees a journey with curious detours, astonishing twists, and newly found freedom. As the hero in your own myth, this odyssey will bring you closer to the true nature of your soul. There’s nothing more exciting and fulfilling than living the life you want even though there will be many lessons about trust along the way. Your travels will be guided by the...
Scorpio: Temperance
This year will teach you the value of restoring balance and equanimity to your life. You will be given several opportunities to come to terms with your fears. Through courageously overcoming your challenges, you will learn to rise above external and internal conflicts to create tolerance and unity. peace comes from using compassion to bring opposites into harmony. Fully give in to experiences that...
Libra: Hermit
This New Year is a deeply reflective period in which your focus turns to the more mature requirements of life. Although ambivalence may creep in from time to time and melancholy might stop for a visit, do not be afraid of silence. You are full of untapped wisdom waiting to be integrated into your life. The important questions shift from the material to the spiritual, shedding light on who you...
@ cargohoo
are you a virgo? i showed someone i know and he said “fuck that”. guess he thought the reading was uneventful.
Virgo: Emperor
Your goals for this year invite you to sharpen your sense of reality. If you aim for security, then you must create continuity in all your affairs. Although it’s not the most glamorous path, applying your skills in a deliberate and focused way will lead to manifestation of your highest vision. There’s hard work ahead, so plan efficiently. Don’t be seduced by easy solutions, nor...
Leo: Chariot
Your challenge for this year is becoming self-aware—a noble quest, indeed. This journey goes beyond superficial attempts to avoid the ego or overcome bad habits. Rather, this is a period to align your intentions with your attention: your mind and heart. Harness your mind and it will serve you; make peace with your heart and it will support you. To know yourself is to fully accept all your...
@ elliottsmelliott
forgot to add one more sentence: And on January 27, your weed will out do your anxiety medication.
cancer: devil
this year will bring to light what’s been hidden in the shadows. it is always much easier to see what’s wrong and what’s right about others than to acknowledge it about yourself. in this instance, your mission is to resurrect your amazing talents and unlived potentials that have been hidden under resentments, fears, and insecurities. take caution, however, not to become inflated...
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Gemini: World
this year offers profound experiences of healing and resolution. although the tendency may be towards material achievement-and that is likely-the real goal is waking consciousness. beginning as an impulse for change and adventure, a building sense of passion will infuse your affairs. take advantage of this energy to make things happen. be mindful to stay present in your relationships and honest...
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Taurus: Lovers (Queen of Swords)
This year will be punctuated by several important decisions, each offering a glimpse into the deeper motivations of your soul. The outcome of those decisions is less important than the criteria for choosing. Don’t settle for the ‘right’ choice until you take time to understand the layers of emotions around the issue. Justifications are easy when you focus on feelings of...
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Aries: Strength (3 of Pentacles)
This year will bring out the very best in you as long as you fully dedicate yourself to the experience. The potential for personal and professional success is enormous, and your vitality makes you a natural creator. Through your passion and skill, you have the opportunity to materialize your visions and plans in the world. Even if you’ve had a challenging time, this year promises reward...
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capricorn: death (2 of cups) your year promises great transformations in the realm of personal relationships and, even more profoundly, within your own emotional and spiritual development. the challenge is acknowledging how attachments prevent you from growing or going deeper within yourself. contrary to the concept of finality, death is the doorway to immortality. through the process of letting...
@ satanssundayhat
you can try morning naps. i’ve read somewhere that we dream vividly during the day.
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need songs to run to
favorite Explosions in the Sky track?
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went lucid again. the dream ended with me screaming “hitme hitme hitme” while running into oncoming traffic because i couldn’t wake myself up by yelling when the authorities were chasing me. no men in suits or anything, just Skye from Morcheeba (except with pretty shoulder length dreads) and a deadpan Bowie Chick trying to take me away. bowie chick appeared after i gave head to...
fappedisco asked: I wanted to ask you something but I couldn't think of anything good to ask. I think SLC Punk bothers me because of so many middle class white kids making complaints about how boring things are. Or maybe it's just the main character's privilege that bothers me.
“To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering, one must not love. But then, one...”
– Woody Allen (via aheadyspace)
Watchcriminalkuntnmugshots:
Kat Stacks’ Meat Curtains.
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@ fappedisco
yep. now serving as a pussy to butthole bridge to its full functionality.
i just asked elliott an imp. question. where is he? typing with one hand btw. who am i talking to? who do i ever talk to on tumblr…? hi, nameyourgod! thnx for liking the post about my taint. how hot do you like your pussy washing water? i should prly ask you this in private. too l8. do you know how long it took me to type this w, one hand?
lol you’re bitter lol i’m not
http://www.radiolab.org/2010/aug/09/ →
my taint’s ok now.
how the conversation ended
xxxx: huh
: you're leaving?
aemilia lanyer: well i dont feel this conversation is doing anything for me
xxxx: oh okay..
: bye
aemilia lanyer: by
xxxx: man
: u piss me off
: w.e.
aemilia lanyer: im in a shitty enough mood to almost want to argue
: but then again, i'm lazy too so ...
xxxx: yeah same here
aemilia lanyer: k bye
xxxx: night
@ mazzyj
it’s more so seeing the same annoying traits in myself and hating them for it instead. still wanna be my friend?
and he was talking about legitimate rape, not some couple’s S&M fantasy.
why having a certified therapist is something i...
xxxx: oh. be honest
: does every single person u meet annoy you?
: that must be horrible
aemilia lanyer: if i m with him or her often, yes.
(ten minutes into conversation)
xxxx: hmm so
: i tried
: raping someone
: it was terrible
