December 2011
i fell asleep deciding i'm going to ignore...
then dreamt i was trying to get away with murder in summer camp. i distracted myself by playing “penis” and focusing on all my lesbian pregnant friends developing broken homes.
Murder To dream that you have committed a murder indicates that you are putting an end to an old habit and a former way of thinking. This could also refer to an end to an addiction. Alternatively, the dream...
the misfits nazi episode wasn’t that bad. i love kelly so much. i don’t care if she looks like a bonobo.
cafe dude’s skating vid is on yt… i’m so in love.. omg. dreamy.
edit:
i really can’t watch it with out pausing every 2 secs.
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THERE ARE OTHER FORMS OF GENOCIDE, YENNO
misfits s3 e4. these quirky holocaust-time-travel-lets-kill-hitler themes are so overrated. i almost don’t want to continue with the season.
foreplay dialogue
me: woah, i taste really good.
cafe dude: yea...so do i...*looks down suggestively
me: eh, you're ok. *pats crotch like its being sent off to school
i am so full of love
i would love to make an exact copy of myself. the fun fact that i taste like lemon chicken amuses me to no end. who wouldn’t want a girlfriend that tastes like lemon chicken? its the perfect amount of zest w. out the sour. i’m so savory. i am also equally cuddly and seclusive like a cat. nevermind my bipolar tendencies. if ever i feel like scratching your eyes out for no particular...
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OH yea… i happened to be wearing the same shirt the day we first met and he remembered. HEEHEEE.
things i said after sex
“i can’t even think right now”
“we should just get married”
“ahhh.. i love life” :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Hppy holidays. i love you all!
american-agyness:
Yeah Yeah Yeahs- “Hyperballad...
i might see cafe dude tonight. the last time i saw him, i was making lists of reasons why i shouldn’t like him anymore. when he fell asleep, i went to the couch to work on my fiction. i basically turned his character into a douche bag overnight. no sleep.
i still cannot logically comprehend why i did that. i woke up today feeling like writing about everything i love about him. this is how...
breakthrough breakthrough breakthrough
i told my parents about the molestation on xmas day. i was careful in my wording. rather than use negatives like “i am not mad at anyone” i said i forgive everyone and am taking responsibility for my emotions, which is all true.
mom-emotionally cold, as expected dad-seemed angry and ashamed he ‘let’ this happen, but relieved i could come to him.
i told them on separate...
how to get gold in soul cal 4 →
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soul cal 4 unlockables →
nvr leaving the house this year
currently alternating between watching:
dexter s6
misfits s3
otto; or, up with dead people
breaking bad s3
spun
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its my bday
going to buy crystal plugs and a new journal and probably eat something extravagant… pretty much going to act as if i’m treating a best friend out. being alone rules. if there were a way to make an exact copy of myself, i would pay all the money in the world to do it. i am envisioning buying a leather bound blue journal…tanzanite blue and multicolored ruby plugs. might even go...
misfits s3. curtis gender swapping just before getting raped . can’t get over it.
i started writing the fic aug. 13, 11. its dec. 27, 11 and i’m about finished with the sequel. it just dawned on me that i’ve always written soft core pornography to masturbate myself to sleep to since i was a 10. stick to your dreams kids. this is what happens.
i love my dad
cavemanballerina:
Is it wrong to take most of a pie for the family and put it in a drawer in your room so you can eat it at night?
did this with the vanilla bean cake :D
i am home for christmas. i feel fucking delirious. didn’t buy anyone anything either. awesome.
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh:)
did that thing where i freak out and think the person i am trying to reach is dead just bc i haven’t heard a response in five hours. said person may or may not have been cafe dude. thank god we are not close enough for him to know i am like this. also thought my roommate was dead just because the lights were off when i got home. -______________-
the cat i'm watching is purring into my ear and...
cats scare me w. their hot/cold, sporadically needy nature. this is how every guy i’ve dated probably sees me.
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shroomy thoughts that still reside
did einstein really have a bunch of mistresses? was he really mean to his wife? did he make his mistresses bring her chocolates in the middle of the night?
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tripped out on shrooms sunday/monday with a girl i just met by the name of vicky. coincidence? yeah, i’m crazy enough to believe it was my best friend vicky reincarnated so that we could have one last hurrah. it was comforting more than anything. she squeezed my hand whenever she noticed me spacing out, falling into the void. at one pt., she hugged me and said “just know that she...
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I CAN’T GET HIM OUT OF MY MIND. i’ve been masturbating all morning. i have to get out of here or i will never stop. first i am going to buy a black and mild. have a couple of beers and work on my fiction. need to create something or i will cum myslf to death.
AM I LIVING A ROMANTIC COMEDYyuighbjmn WHAT IS...
guess how my night turned out? cafe dude got food poisoning and vomited/shat himself inside out. it was so bad he got the shivers.
so that’s a no on the intimate sex. i did, however, get to show him my nurturing side. like a premarital mormon couple, i held him while we were both naked to keep warm. i bought him imodium, gatorade, and new boxers. not once did i punch or make a mean...
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looks like a wired fence.
i can breathe again. going to see cafe dude tonight. what if we have intimate sex. what if we have intimate sex. what iffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
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a must know
movies starring kate winslet always have riveting sex scenes.
my top favorites being: little children and quills
what else?
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